jose jose jose! this definitely reminds me of you. hahas now everytime i hear this song... ill be reminded of you singing it and the silly musical itself. ahhas. thanks for jus bein there. hahhah. ur really one of the few frens i haf left tht i can really trust and stuff. hope ur not upset or netin k? i meant every word i wrote onta back of tht bookmark. really pretty eh? words simply cannot express my gratitude towards you. love ya ALOT
great blog ya haf der btw. esp love ya doggie! heehee. as cute as ever.
Like children need their mother
Like rivers need a sea
Like lovers need each other
Like prisons need a key
Like winter nights need fire
Like temples need a shrine
Like lovers need desire
Like prophets need a sign
This is my only chance
Love open my heart
Years of broken dreams all in the past
This is my only chance
Love make me a part
Of someone who loves at last
Saturday, November 01, 2003
haiz hist sub paper i cant blif it. anyway. hahaha im finally bloggin again yeah. oh well. nowadays everything feels so strange. i hate practically everything now. and even people! hmmm.... bad bad. i especially hate training! i hate everything abt cjc. ugh. tink im goin on a hatin spree. feel like going overseas then i can be with all my darlings. miss all the people der alot! its like. for now i can only relate to them. deyve been with me for so long. dey understand me the best. deyr practically the only reason why im still breathing. dey were the ones tht saw me thru the few days of numbness and depression. in fact they were the only few whom i told of my "depression" . others din even know anything of it. dey were the ones who comforted me when i was truly depressed. dey were the only few who knew tht i was even depressed inta first place. wota hell am i doin here anyway. i really wish my parents wld jus one day (soon) spring upon me a gd news.... tht we'd be migratin overseas and i wld leave all this shit behind. but i know tht will nv happen. all i can do is live in my dreams. haiz. I HATE EVERYTHING HERE!!!!!!
of cos der r a few of u all tht r exceptions! only a few tho. haiz.
ps : some of you pple are seriously gettin on my nerves as well. i wish ud jus go away and leave me alone. im gettin sick of ya! sick of u and ur hypocriticisms... ur 'cuteness' ur sickeningly sweet ways...ur irritatingly irritating self. it jus sickens me. ahAGHAGHAHG!
of cos der r a few of u all tht r exceptions! only a few tho. haiz.
ps : some of you pple are seriously gettin on my nerves as well. i wish ud jus go away and leave me alone. im gettin sick of ya! sick of u and ur hypocriticisms... ur 'cuteness' ur sickeningly sweet ways...ur irritatingly irritating self. it jus sickens me. ahAGHAGHAHG!
MY OATH TO YOU...
When you are sad.....I will dry your tears.
When you are scared.....I will comfort your fears.
When you are worried.....I will give you hope.
When you are confused.....I will help you cope.
And when you are lost.....And can't see the light....
I shall be your beacon.....Shining ever so bright
This is my oath.....I pledge till the end. Why you may ask?.....Because you're my friend.
Some people come into our lives and quickly go.
Some stay for a while and leave footprints.
And we are never, ever the same.
+ love ya all!!!! + takkaire dearies
When you are sad.....I will dry your tears.
When you are scared.....I will comfort your fears.
When you are worried.....I will give you hope.
When you are confused.....I will help you cope.
And when you are lost.....And can't see the light....
I shall be your beacon.....Shining ever so bright
This is my oath.....I pledge till the end. Why you may ask?.....Because you're my friend.
Some people come into our lives and quickly go.
Some stay for a while and leave footprints.
And we are never, ever the same.
+ love ya all!!!! + takkaire dearies
The Price of a Miracle
A little girl went to her bedroom and pulled a glass jelly jar from its hiding place in the closet. She poured all the change out on the floor and counted it carefully. Three times, even. The total had to be exactly perfect. No chance here for mistakes. Carefully placing the coins back in the jar and twisting on the cap, she slipped out the back door and made her way 6 blocks to Rexall's Drug Store with the big red Indian Chief sign above the door. She waited patiently for the pharmacist to give her some attention but he was too busy at this moment. Tess twisted her feet to make a scuffing noise.
Nothing.
She cleared her throat with the most disgusting sound she could muster.
No good.
Finally she took a quarter from her jar and banged it on the glass counter. That did it!
"And what do you want?" the pharmacist asked in an annoyed tone of voice. "I'm talking to my brother from Chicago whom I haven't seen in ages," he said without waiting for a reply to his question.
"Well, I want to talk to you about my brother," Tess answered back in the same annoyed tone. "He's really, really sick... and I want to buy a miracle."
"I beg your pardon?" said the pharmacist.
"His name is Andrew and he has something bad growing inside his head and my Daddy says only a miracle can save him now. So how much does a miracle cost?"
"We don't sell miracles here, little girl. I'm sorry but I can't help you," the pharmacist said, softening
a little.
"Listen, I have the money to pay for it. If it isn't enough, I will get the rest. Just tell me how much it
costs."
The pharmacist's brother was a well dressed man. He stooped down and asked the little girl, "What kind of a miracle does your brother need?"
"I don't know," Tess replied with her eyes welling up. "I just know he's really sick and Mommy says he needs an operation. But my Daddy can't pay for it, so I want to use my money".
"How much do you have?" asked the man from Chicago.
"One dollar and eleven cents," Tess answered barely audibly. "And it's all the Money I have, but I can get some more if I need to."
"Well, what a coincidence," smiled the man. "A dollar and eleven cents-the exact price of a miracle for little brothers."
He took her money in one hand and with the other hand he grasped her mitten and said "Take me to where you live. I want to see your brother and meet your parents. Let's see if I have the kind of miracle you need." That well dressed man was Dr. Carlton Armstrong, a surgeon, specializing in neuro-surgery. The operation was completed without charge and it wasn't long until Andrew was home again and doing well. Mom and Dad were happily talking about the chain of events that had led them to this place.
"That surgery," her Mom whispered. "was a real miracle. I wonder how much it would have cost?"
Tess smiled. She knew exactly how much a miracle cost... one dollar and eleven cents ...... plus the
faith of a little child. A miracle is not the suspension of natural law, but the operation of a higher law...... (A TRUE STORY)
A little girl went to her bedroom and pulled a glass jelly jar from its hiding place in the closet. She poured all the change out on the floor and counted it carefully. Three times, even. The total had to be exactly perfect. No chance here for mistakes. Carefully placing the coins back in the jar and twisting on the cap, she slipped out the back door and made her way 6 blocks to Rexall's Drug Store with the big red Indian Chief sign above the door. She waited patiently for the pharmacist to give her some attention but he was too busy at this moment. Tess twisted her feet to make a scuffing noise.
Nothing.
She cleared her throat with the most disgusting sound she could muster.
No good.
Finally she took a quarter from her jar and banged it on the glass counter. That did it!
"And what do you want?" the pharmacist asked in an annoyed tone of voice. "I'm talking to my brother from Chicago whom I haven't seen in ages," he said without waiting for a reply to his question.
"Well, I want to talk to you about my brother," Tess answered back in the same annoyed tone. "He's really, really sick... and I want to buy a miracle."
"I beg your pardon?" said the pharmacist.
"His name is Andrew and he has something bad growing inside his head and my Daddy says only a miracle can save him now. So how much does a miracle cost?"
"We don't sell miracles here, little girl. I'm sorry but I can't help you," the pharmacist said, softening
a little.
"Listen, I have the money to pay for it. If it isn't enough, I will get the rest. Just tell me how much it
costs."
The pharmacist's brother was a well dressed man. He stooped down and asked the little girl, "What kind of a miracle does your brother need?"
"I don't know," Tess replied with her eyes welling up. "I just know he's really sick and Mommy says he needs an operation. But my Daddy can't pay for it, so I want to use my money".
"How much do you have?" asked the man from Chicago.
"One dollar and eleven cents," Tess answered barely audibly. "And it's all the Money I have, but I can get some more if I need to."
"Well, what a coincidence," smiled the man. "A dollar and eleven cents-the exact price of a miracle for little brothers."
He took her money in one hand and with the other hand he grasped her mitten and said "Take me to where you live. I want to see your brother and meet your parents. Let's see if I have the kind of miracle you need." That well dressed man was Dr. Carlton Armstrong, a surgeon, specializing in neuro-surgery. The operation was completed without charge and it wasn't long until Andrew was home again and doing well. Mom and Dad were happily talking about the chain of events that had led them to this place.
"That surgery," her Mom whispered. "was a real miracle. I wonder how much it would have cost?"
Tess smiled. She knew exactly how much a miracle cost... one dollar and eleven cents ...... plus the
faith of a little child. A miracle is not the suspension of natural law, but the operation of a higher law...... (A TRUE STORY)
If poems can tell a thousand words
I shall make use of them to express everything.
Seriously,
your lit aint good
still i'm gonna make you understood,
be it a metapher,
you just need to decipher
Dun ruine your own future,
to think it's up to your teacher
dun think ten points aint nothing,
actually it means something,
Get up now and work harder,
without it you will suffer.
So turn back now and think twice
before it all turn soul
Dun be like Lady Macbeth,
all you know is grumble.
Day and night you shower,
thinking you're cleaner
but is your conscious another?
your conscious tell you you should,
but do you think you would?
you have others all around you
but do you think they'll hug you?
one day you will realise,
when it has all finalize,
that what i said was right
when we are out of sight.
all this may have cut you
like a hundred stabbing knives
so wake up now, stop ruining your life
you just gotta fight!
"C'mon dun be afraid"
you just gotta be brave,
so you dun cry over your grave!
I shall make use of them to express everything.
Seriously,
your lit aint good
still i'm gonna make you understood,
be it a metapher,
you just need to decipher
Dun ruine your own future,
to think it's up to your teacher
dun think ten points aint nothing,
actually it means something,
Get up now and work harder,
without it you will suffer.
So turn back now and think twice
before it all turn soul
Dun be like Lady Macbeth,
all you know is grumble.
Day and night you shower,
thinking you're cleaner
but is your conscious another?
your conscious tell you you should,
but do you think you would?
you have others all around you
but do you think they'll hug you?
one day you will realise,
when it has all finalize,
that what i said was right
when we are out of sight.
all this may have cut you
like a hundred stabbing knives
so wake up now, stop ruining your life
you just gotta fight!
"C'mon dun be afraid"
you just gotta be brave,
so you dun cry over your grave!
She's an ugly girl, does it make you want to kill her?
She's an ugly girl, do you want to kick in her face?
She's an ugly girl, she doesn't pose a threat.
She's an ugly girl, does that make you feel safe?
Ugly girl, ugly girl, do you hate her
Cause she's pieces of you?
She's a pretty girl, does she make you think nasty thoughts?
She's a pretty girl, do you want to tie her down?
She's a pretty girl, do you call her a bitch?
She's a pretty girl, did she sleep with your whole town?
Pretty girl, pretty girl, do you hate her
Cause she's pieces of you?
She's an ugly girl, do you want to kick in her face?
She's an ugly girl, she doesn't pose a threat.
She's an ugly girl, does that make you feel safe?
Ugly girl, ugly girl, do you hate her
Cause she's pieces of you?
She's a pretty girl, does she make you think nasty thoughts?
She's a pretty girl, do you want to tie her down?
She's a pretty girl, do you call her a bitch?
She's a pretty girl, did she sleep with your whole town?
Pretty girl, pretty girl, do you hate her
Cause she's pieces of you?
Tell me what it's like to be with you
Remind me of the things we use to do
And tell me that this time will never end
Tell me what it's like, tell me again
Everytime you stay
It never feels quite the same
And everytime you go
It hurts a way you'll never know
I guess your stories
Make me feel like it's alright now
Tell me what it's like to be with you
Remind me of the things we used to do
And tell me that this time will never end
Tell me what it's like, tell me again
Everything I fear
Shows itself everytime you're here
And everything I know
Leaves with you everytime that you go
Remind me of the things we use to do
And tell me that this time will never end
Tell me what it's like, tell me again
Everytime you stay
It never feels quite the same
And everytime you go
It hurts a way you'll never know
I guess your stories
Make me feel like it's alright now
Tell me what it's like to be with you
Remind me of the things we used to do
And tell me that this time will never end
Tell me what it's like, tell me again
Everything I fear
Shows itself everytime you're here
And everything I know
Leaves with you everytime that you go
Show me, show me, show me
How you do that trick
The one that makes me scream, she said
The one that makes me laugh, she said
And threw her arms around my neck
Show me how you do it
And I promise you, I promise that
I'll run away with you
Spinning on that dizzy edge
I kissed her face, I kissed her neck
And dreamed of all the different ways
I had to make her glow
"Why are you so far away", she said
"Won't you ever know that I'm in love with you,
That I'm in love with you?"
You soft and only
You lost and lonely
You strange as angels
Dancing in the deepest oceans
Twisting in the water, you're just like a dream
Just like a dream
Daylight whipped me into shape
I must have been asleep for days
And moving lips to breathe her name
I open up my eyes
I find myself alone, alone, alone
Above a raging sea
That stole the only girl I loved
And drowned her deep inside of me.
You soft and only
You lost and lonely
You just like heaven
» just like heaven, goldfinger
nice nice x)
How you do that trick
The one that makes me scream, she said
The one that makes me laugh, she said
And threw her arms around my neck
Show me how you do it
And I promise you, I promise that
I'll run away with you
Spinning on that dizzy edge
I kissed her face, I kissed her neck
And dreamed of all the different ways
I had to make her glow
"Why are you so far away", she said
"Won't you ever know that I'm in love with you,
That I'm in love with you?"
You soft and only
You lost and lonely
You strange as angels
Dancing in the deepest oceans
Twisting in the water, you're just like a dream
Just like a dream
Daylight whipped me into shape
I must have been asleep for days
And moving lips to breathe her name
I open up my eyes
I find myself alone, alone, alone
Above a raging sea
That stole the only girl I loved
And drowned her deep inside of me.
You soft and only
You lost and lonely
You just like heaven
» just like heaven, goldfinger
nice nice x)
heres a little something u guys shd take note of! X)
Time Never Goes Back
I received an email.. after sorting much of my email, I got this story which I think its pretty interesting...
After reading, I could relate my life with the story...Then, do self reflection after having completed reading
this article!
Once upon a time, there was a teacher and his student lying down under a big tree near a big grass area.
Then, suddenly, the student asked the teacher,
Student : Teacher, I'm confused, how can we find our soul-mate? Can you please help me?
Teacher : (Silent for few second, than he answer) Well, it's a pretty hard and easy question.
Student : (Thinking hard) Huh???
Teacher : Look on that way, there are a lot of grass there, why don't you walk there but please never walk backward, just walk straight ahead. On your way, try to find a beautiful grass and pick it up then give it to me. But just one.
Student : Well, ok then... wait for me... (walked straight ahead to the grass field).
A few minutes later...
Student : I'm back.
Teacher : Em, well I don't see any beautiful grass on your hand.
Student : On my journey, I found few beautiful grass, but I thought that I would find a better one, so I didn't pick it up. But I didn't realize that I'm at the end of the field, and I hadn't picked up any. Cause you told me not to go back, so I didn't go back.
Teacher : That's what happened in real life.
What is the message of this story?
* Grass - is people around you
* Beautiful Grass - is people that attract you
* Grass Field - is time
* In looking for your soulmate, please don't always compare and hope that there will be a better one. By doing that, you'll waste your lifetime, cause remember "Time Never Goes Back".
It applies the same in finding your ideal life partner, your suitable career or business, therefore the morale is LOVE & grab hold of the opportunity that you have now, don't waste time!
Time Never Goes Back
I received an email.. after sorting much of my email, I got this story which I think its pretty interesting...
After reading, I could relate my life with the story...Then, do self reflection after having completed reading
this article!
Once upon a time, there was a teacher and his student lying down under a big tree near a big grass area.
Then, suddenly, the student asked the teacher,
Student : Teacher, I'm confused, how can we find our soul-mate? Can you please help me?
Teacher : (Silent for few second, than he answer) Well, it's a pretty hard and easy question.
Student : (Thinking hard) Huh???
Teacher : Look on that way, there are a lot of grass there, why don't you walk there but please never walk backward, just walk straight ahead. On your way, try to find a beautiful grass and pick it up then give it to me. But just one.
Student : Well, ok then... wait for me... (walked straight ahead to the grass field).
A few minutes later...
Student : I'm back.
Teacher : Em, well I don't see any beautiful grass on your hand.
Student : On my journey, I found few beautiful grass, but I thought that I would find a better one, so I didn't pick it up. But I didn't realize that I'm at the end of the field, and I hadn't picked up any. Cause you told me not to go back, so I didn't go back.
Teacher : That's what happened in real life.
What is the message of this story?
* Grass - is people around you
* Beautiful Grass - is people that attract you
* Grass Field - is time
* In looking for your soulmate, please don't always compare and hope that there will be a better one. By doing that, you'll waste your lifetime, cause remember "Time Never Goes Back".
It applies the same in finding your ideal life partner, your suitable career or business, therefore the morale is LOVE & grab hold of the opportunity that you have now, don't waste time!
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